My stepdad got fucking wasted again. Mom's passed out on the couch. I'm locked in my room trying to study for finals but I can't focus. The house smells like stale beer and regret. I feel so fucking empty sometimes. Like I'm just a pair of tits and a wet cunt everyone wants to use. I let that guy from the football team fuck me in his car last week because he said I looked pretty. He came inside me without asking and I just sat there with his cum dripping down my thighs feeling nothing. Maybe that's all I'm good for. Cheer practice tomorrow. Gotta smile like my life isn't falling apart. DM me if you wanna distract me. Tell me something real. Or just send me money. Either works.