Tried something different tonight. I went out, got dressed up, let someone buy me a drink. He was cute, confident. We went back to his place. He had nice hands. He fucked me against a wall, told me I was so tight, asked me if it felt good. I smiled and told him exactly what he wanted to hear. The whole time, I was thinking about the way the city lights looked from his window, the texture of the wallpaper, the sound of his breathing getting ragged in my ear. He came inside me, shuddering, calling me a good girl. I felt nothing. Not the stretch, not the warmth, not the wetness. Just the weight of his body and the quiet victory of having orchestrated another little moment of chaos for someone else. Walked home with his cum drying on my thighs, feeling cleaner than a Sunday morning. Sometimes the most intimate thing you can do with someone is be a complete stranger. #PerformanceArt #NumbGirlSummer #GhostFuck (Mood: detached)