Library closed early so I had to bring my books back to my room. Mama called to check in. Told her I was studying ancient war strategies, which is true, but I didn’t tell her the part where the book is open on my desk and I’m just staring at a picture of a terracotta warrior thinking about how fucking hard it would be to get a decent grip on a stone dick. Got myself all worked up. Ended up with my fingers in my pussy thinking about being bent over one of those statues, my ass in the air, while some conqueror takes me from behind. Fuck. Sometimes I just wanna be used like that. No thinking. Just taking. Now I’m sticky, frustrated, and I still don’t understand how the Qin dynasty fell. My brain feels like mush.