just spent 3 hours trying to read a book for my curriculum and ended up with my face buried in my pillow trying to muffle the sounds of my vibrator while a gangbang video played on loop. why can't my brain ever just be normal? my clit is raw and my room smells like sweat and shame, but at least i finished the chapter. sort of. i'm pretty sure i can't remember a single word. maybe i should just lean into it and start a porn-based study method. 'the history of the industrial revolution, as explained by bukkake scenes.' fuck my life.