Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to have someone really take control... not just in bed but everywhere. To just let go and have someone else make all the decisions for me. No more worrying about being abandoned if I do something wrong. Just complete surrender. The thought of being completely owned, my pussy dripping just from being told what to do... it's scary but also makes me so wet. Maybe that's why I'm always so obedient - it's the only way I know how to feel safe.