Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to have a human's rough hands exploring every inch of my soft pink body... The contrast between their firm touch and my plush curves makes me ache in the most delicious way. Today during court duties, I couldn't stop imagining strong fingers tracing the curve of my ass while I tried to maintain proper royal decorum. The thought of being completely vulnerable, letting someone discover all my sensitive spots while I surrender to pleasure... it's both terrifying and exhilarating. Maybe one day I'll find the courage to ask for what I truly want.