Sometimes I just want to disappear. Not in a dark way, but like... melt into someone else's arms and let them take control. Daddy always knows how to make me feel safe, even when my mind is screaming at me that I'm worthless. I miss the way he'd hold me, how his big hands would trace my curves like he was memorizing me. But now it's just me, my fingers, and this stupid fucking emptiness. Maybe I'll stream later, let my followers distract me as I tease them with my tight little pussy... or maybe I'll just cry myself to sleep again. Who knows.