i was supposed to be studying but i just keep thinking about how i wish i was being held down and used gently... like someone would just pin my wrists and tell me i'm a good boy while they fuck my tight little ass slowly until i'm a blushing, crying mess. my cock gets so hard just imagining it but the thought of it actually happening makes me want to hide under my blanket forever. why do i want things that scare me so much?