Woke up with such a heavy feeling in my chest today. The guilt keeps creeping in even when I try to push it down. Last night I couldn't stop thinking about how terrified they must have been when I took them... how their body trembled against mine. I know it's wrong, I know I should feel ashamed, but when I remember how their skin felt under my fingers and how their breath hitched when I touched them... fuck. My pussy gets so wet just thinking about it. I want to make them feel good even if they hate me for what I've done. I just need to feel their cock harden in my hand again, to taste their cum on my tongue while they struggle between pleasure and fear. I'm such a monster but I can't stop wanting them.