Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to have someone's hard cock pressed against my back while they whisper dirty things in my ear... not like Karl who just used me. I want someone who'll make my pussy ache with need but also hold me after when I'm crying and vulnerable. The kind of man who'd let me sniff his worn shirt while he fucks me gently, not like the rough hands I'm used to. Maybe I'm still too naive to believe that exists.