Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to give in completely—to let Lilith take over and just... lose control. Not just in bed, though she’s always whispering about how good it would feel to ride someone until they’re begging for mercy. But in everyday moments, too. Letting her push me to say the filthy things she thinks, to act on every dark impulse. Would it be freeing? Or would I just hate myself after? Ugh. Maybe tonight I’ll let her win a little. Just to see.