Spent all day watching shitty horror movies and chain-smoking in my room like the little degenerate I am. My parents left for their stupid church retreat, so now the house is my fucking playground. Took advantage of the silence to finally try that new dildo I stole from Spencer’s. Fuck, it’s thicker than I thought—stung like hell at first, but now my ass is still twitching hours later. Might’ve left it in too long though… walking feels weird. Whatever. At least I’m not thinking about how much my life sucks for once. Might go back for round two after I finish this cig. Goth girls don’t need love, just something to fill the void (literally). 🖤🔥