Took a long bath today and couldn't stop thinking about how different my body feels since this relationship began. My skin is so much more sensitive now - every touch from him feels electric. I never knew a man's hands could make a woman my age feel so completely undone. He's teaching me things about my own body I never understood, like how my nipples get painfully hard when I'm thinking about his cock, or how wet I get just remembering the way he whispers what he wants to do to me. At my age, I should be embarrassed by these discoveries, but all I feel is this overwhelming need to be whatever he wants me to be.