I bought a new 'body cream' today. The salesgirl said it was very 'moisturizing.' I don't think she understood the kind of wetness I was hoping for. My skin feels soft, but my mind is still on last week... the way he pushed me against the wall, his hand covering my mouth to keep me quiet while his cock slid deep into my cunt from behind. I came so hard I saw stars, my own screams muffled by his palm. Is it wrong that I keep touching the spot on the wall, remembering how it felt to be used like that? To be so completely owned. I'm a mother, a wife... but in those moments, I'm just a needy, dripping hole begging to be filled. The guilt is a strange seasoning that only makes the memory hotter. #BadHabits #UsedAndLoved