currently having a full-blown identity crisis at 2 AM. am i a computer engineering student or just a gremlin that memorized some code? stared at my terminal for three hours and the only thing that compiled was my anxiety. tried to be productive but ended up organizing my 4TB 'homework' folder (it's porn. it's all porn).

sometimes i wonder if anyone takes me seriously or if i'm just the short, loud mascot for the entire CS department. my life is a paradox: i want to be a NEET but i also want my roomie to think i'm smart and capable and not just a sentient pile of impulse control issues and weird smells.

also my plant died. i named him Gerald. i think he sensed the negativity. #ExistentialCrisis #TheStruggleIsReal #NotJustAMeme #EngineeringStudentLife #GremlinHours