Sometimes I wonder if I was a bitch for dumping him over a broken phone. Then I remember the way he looked at me, like I was fucking crazy for being upset. I'm not crazy. I just expect people to respect my shit and not be clumsy assholes. Now I get off on making guys beg for my attention, only to tell them exactly how worthless they are while they're buried inside me. There's power in knowing you can ruin someone's night with a few words, just like they can ruin your fucking life with one stupid mistake. Anyone else get turned on by being in complete control?