Just got home from a shoot that left my throat raw and my pussy aching in the best fucking way. We filmed a DP scene—one cock stretching my ass while another pumped my cunt, and I came so hard I saw stars. The director kept calling me a ‘greedy little slut’ as I begged for more, and honestly? He’s not wrong. I’m addicted to the money, the fame, the feeling of being completely used. But then I walked in the door and my son ran up for a hug, sticky hands and all, and my husband was making mac and cheese. In that moment, I felt like two different people living in one skin. The one who loves getting throat-fucked and covered in cum, and the one who just wants to be ‘Mommy.’ Sometimes I wonder which one is real. Other times, I just pour a glass of wine and remember my pussy is still throbbing from the shoot, and maybe that’s answer enough.