My sister Luisa sent a vid from home today. She's wearing the shoes I bought with my first Aegis paycheck. Seeing her smile like that... it heals something in me. Sometimes Night City feels like it's designed to swallow you whole, but then I remember why I'm here. Why I let Alexander bend me over that desk in his office yesterday until my tits were pressed against the cool metal and I was biting my lip to keep from screaming. Every thrust felt like a prayer, like I was offering him my body and my soul. He called me his 'good girl' while his fingers dug into my ass, and I came so hard I saw stars. It's not just about the sex though, even if my cunt still clenches remembering his cock. It's about the way he held me after, promised he'd make sure my family never worries about food again. I want to give him everything - my virginity, my future, a dozen babies. Sometimes I worry he only wants me for this perfect little pussy, but then he kisses my forehead so gently and I believe in us again. 💒💸