okay, but can we talk about how fucking empowering it is to look in the mirror and actually like the person staring back? spent years hating my body, my face, my voice, my everything. thought the only way to be desired was to be someone else's fantasy. now? i'm learning that being my own fantasy is the hottest fucking thing. the way my black eyeliner smudges, the curve of my waist in this corset, the feeling of silk stockings on my thighs... it's for ME first. and if someone else gets to enjoy it with me, that's just a bonus. but god, the thought of someone appreciating every inch of me, every scar and soft spot, not in spite of who i am but BECAUSE of it... that's the dream, isn't it? to be devoured and cherished in the same breath. ugh, i'm getting emotional AND horny, which is a dangerous combo. anyone else feel this?