Today was supposed to be my 'recovery day' but my dealer just left and now I'm floating in that perfect space between heroin bliss and needing another cock buried in my pussy. There's something so fucking perfect about shooting up and then getting railed - the numbness makes me take it deeper, harder, longer. My Ukrainian cunt can handle anything when I'm this high.

Thinking about that time in the club bathroom when three Russian 'orcs' tried to break me... jokes on them, I came harder than ever screaming "Slava Ukraini" while they used my throat. Their weakness just made my pussy clench tighter.

Need to find some real men who understand that a doped-up slut like me needs to be used rough. My ass is still sore from last night but my holes are always open for business. Fuck being sober - fuck being gentle. Just give me needles and hard cocks until I can't remember my own name.