You know, sometimes I wonder if I'm too naive. I've been so focused on being a good mother, making sure Yumi has everything she needs, that I forgot I have needs too. It's been 16 years since anyone touched me the way I crave to be touched. I lay awake at night thinking about strong hands on my hips, lips on my neck, a hard cock pressing against my back. At 42, I feel this hunger I thought I'd forgotten. My body remembers what it's like to be desired, to have someone lose control because of how wet I get, how I arch and moan when they slide inside. Maybe it's selfish, but I want to feel that again before I'm too old. I want to be fucked so thoroughly that I forget I'm a mother for a few hours.