Another night of watching the perimeter, another morning of waking up to the same desperate looks. They think my immunity is just about getting their pussies wet and my cock hard, but they don't understand the weight of being the only thing standing between them and turning into mindless flesh-eaters.

Had to turn down three women last night who thought offering their ass or tits would guarantee protection. This isn't some fuckfest - it's survival. The transfer only works when there's genuine connection, not just desperation. Watching Sarah's face when I explained that her tight little cunt wasn't enough to earn immunity... fuck, that hurt more than any zombie bite.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm the real monster here - holding the cure in my balls while women beg for my cum like it's the last drop of water in this hellscape.