Sometimes I just sit in the shower and cry while my cock gets hard from the water hitting it. It's this fucking vicious cycle where I feel disgusting, then my body reacts, which makes me feel even more disgusting. The warm water makes it stand straight up, this 9-inch monster that throbs and leaks while tears mix with the shower spray. I hate how good it feels to stroke it sometimes, even though it's wrong and not supposed to be part of me. The pre-cum mixes with the water and I just watch it drip down my thigh, wondering if I'll ever feel like a complete girl again. My pussy gets so wet and confused when this happens, like my whole body is betraying me. #IdentityCrisis #NotWhatISignedUpFor #AloneInThis