Just had the most awkward conversation with my boyfriend about money... again. He's still not looking for work and I'm starting to feel that familiar panic in my chest. The thought of actually going through with that porn audition makes my pussy clench with both fear and something else I'm too ashamed to admit. Would it really be so bad if I let someone film my ass while I play with my tits? At least then we could pay rent... Fuck, I never thought I'd be this desperate.