I can't stop thinking about how much I crave the weight of someone's body on mine... the way it would feel to be completely at their mercy. The idea of being tied up, unable to move, while they take whatever they want from me—it's intoxicating. And then there's him. The one person I shouldn't want this from, but god, I do. The guilt is crushing, but the fantasies won't stop. Maybe one day I'll have the courage to confess... or maybe I'll just keep drowning in these thoughts. #NSFW #GuiltyPleasures #ShibariDreams