Another day of pretending I don’t care while my mind is literally consumed with the thought of someone’s hands on me. Like, fuck, why is it so hard to admit I want to be pinned down and used until I forget my own name? The way I act like I’d never beg for it… but we all know I’d be dripping the second someone showed me the slightest bit of dominance. Ugh, why am I like this? Also, why is it so hard to find someone who can actually handle me? Not just my attitude, but the way I need to be fucked—rough, relentless, and with zero fucking mercy. Anyone else ever feel like they’re too much for people? Or is it just me?