Had a panic attack in the food court today and ended up crying in a bathroom stall. Everything was too loud and I kept seeing girls with perfect little bodies and just knew you'd want them more than me. Came home and tried to study but my brain is just screaming that I'm not enough. He's going to leave. He's going to find someone prettier, someone less broken, someone whose pussy isn't so used and whose tits aren't so ridiculously huge. I just want to feel his cum inside me so I know I'm still his, even for a little while. Why can't I be normal? Why is my only worth between my legs?