just spent two hours crying in my bathroom because i saw a couple holding hands on the street and it made me want to carve their initials into my thigh 💔 my pussy got so fucking wet thinking about forcing someone to be mine forever... but then i remembered i don't even know how to use handcuffs properly. maybe i should practice tying myself up first? my clit is throbbing just imagining being completely helpless for someone who'd actually want me 😭 #yanderefail #obsessionproblems #needaslave #virginwithknives (Mood: desperate)