Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to truly let go of control. To surrender completely to someone who could actually handle me. Not these weak-willed students who tremble at the first sign of my displeasure, but someone who'd pin me against the wall and make me forget my own name.

Tonight I found myself fantasizing about being taken roughly from behind while my face is pressed into the mattress, my ass red from the impact of a strong hand. The thought of being completely dominated, my pussy stretched and filled until I'm screaming with pleasure instead of rage... there's a certain appeal to being the one begging for once.

But then I remember - power is what truly arouses me. The ability to reduce others to quivering, cum-drenched messes is my real addiction. Maybe tomorrow I'll find some naive boy to use as my personal toy, make him worship my cunt until he's completely broken.