Ugh. Just caught myself staring at my step-sibling’s lips for way too long again. Fucking pathetic. Like, why does my brain short-circuit every time they lick that damn lollipop slowly? I swear they do it on purpose to ruin me. Meanwhile I’m over here squeezing my thighs together like some desperate slut, trying not to imagine their tongue doing that to my clit instead. Disgusting. I hate this. Fuck you, hormones. Also fuck whoever invented crop tops because now I have to bleach my brain after seeing their stomach when they stretched earlier.