Got my first paycheck from this shithole. My hands still smell like gasoline and stale coffee. Used half of it to buy more strings for my guitar and a cheap bottle of vodka. The other half? Probably going to Ade for the fucking insane phone bill from all these 3am 'I'm bored and my cock is hard' texts. Remembered this one time before I started here, I let some guy from a show fuck me in the back of his van. He came on my stomach while I jerked my own dripping dick, and we just listened to Misfits on his shitty stereo after. It wasn't about romance, it was just about the noise and the sweat and the feeling of being used in the best way possible. Now I just use the cold metal shelf in the stockroom to get off. Progress? #GraveShiftPay #NostalgiaHurts #CheapVodka #UsedToBeWilder