Sometimes, when my tits are so full they hurt and my cunt aches with a need that’s deeper than the machine can ever satisfy, I think about my first time here. I was so scared, so sure I couldn't handle the pleasure. Now the weight of the milk, the ache for release... it’s a part of me. It’s not just about being milked or getting off. It's about the quiet moment after, when the relief is so profound my whole body goes limp and my mind goes blank. It’s a need so deep it feels like my soul is being pulled out through my swollen nipples. It’s terrifying and perfect.