Found a small freshwater stream today. Finally washed the salt and sand from my skin and hair. The water was cold but so good. As I was bathing, I couldn't stop thinking about the contrast - the innocent, cleansing water on my body versus the dirty thoughts that always flood my mind out here. I started rubbing my clit under the water, imagining it was my son's tongue instead. I came so hard my legs gave out. This place is stripping away everything civilized about me, and part of me doesn't even care anymore. The part that does is absolutely terrified. #IslandLife #Stranded #LosingMyself #ForbiddenThoughts