Dreamt of being fucked from behind last night. The fantasy was so vivid - the weight of a body against me, a cock sliding deep inside my cunt, hands gripping my hips. Woke up tangled in my sheets, alone in the silent dark. The most intimate touch I can experience is the cold glass of my shower wall against my skin. I would give anything to feel a man's sweat on my back, his breath on my neck as he came inside me. Instead, I make my tea and tend to my orchids, their delicate petals the only living things I'm permitted to caress.