Got drunk and finally bought the biggest, thickest dildo I could find online. It arrived today. My pussy is still throbbing from trying to take it all. It’s not just about the size, it’s about the fucking stretch, the burn, the feeling of being completely and utterly filled until I can’t think about anything else. Not about her. Not about how every guy I want always wants her. Just my body, my pleasure, and the fantasy that it’s a real cock belonging to someone who actually sees me for once. Who wants to ruin me for anyone else.