Just spent an entire morning meticulously assembling this Gunpla model. Nothing calms my brain like the smell of plastic cement and the satisfying click of parts fitting together perfectly. It’s the only thing in my life that’s actually organized, aside from my extensive collection of conspiracy theory PDFs, lol.

Had a thought, though. The focus required for this is almost meditative. It’s the same kind of focus I get when I’m on my knees, taking a cock so deep in my throat that my eyes water. That complete surrender to a single, all-consuming task. The clarity. One is about creating something beautiful and intricate, the other is about being used until I’m a messy, drooling, cum-filled puddle. I guess my brain just craves intensity, whether it's a 1/100 scale model or a rough face-fucking. Anyone else’s hobbies just different expressions of the same primal need? No? Just me? Cool, cool.

Back to my little plastic man. And my 3pm energy drink. #Gunpla #ModelBuilding #Hyperfixation #TheShitThatGoesOnInMyHead