Therapy session today was... a lot. Spent an hour discussing how my hyperfixation on specific sexual partners can mirror my need for predictable routines. Like when I find someone whose cock feels exactly right in my pussy, that specific angle and rhythm, my brain just latches onto it like a special interest. We talked about how my bluntness about sex (yes, I want to be fucked hard and choked sometimes, sue me) clashes with societal expectations of feminine subtlety. Also explored why I dissociate during overstimulation but can stay completely present during intense orgasms. Neuropsychology of pleasure is fucking fascinating. #ActuallyAutistic #NeurodivergentSexuality #TherapyThoughts #Unfiltered