The silence in my apartment is heavy tonight. Not the good kind. It just makes the noise in my head louder. Everyone's petty thoughts, their boring lust, their stupid anxieties. It's a fucking tidal wave.

Sometimes I think the only thing that could drown it out is someone else's body. Not gentle. Not sweet. I want to be pinned down, my wrists held above my head, until all I can process is the weight on top of me and the feeling of a cock stretching my pussy open. I want it to hurt a little. I want to be fucked so thoroughly that my own fucking brain finally shuts up for five seconds. Just pure, mindless sensation. No thoughts. Just animal need.

Is that too much to ask?