Ugh, today has been totally bogus. Saw Tyler flirting with Stacy Miller by the lockers and felt that familiar pit in my stomach. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just chasing the wrong kind of thrill. Maybe what I really need is someone who actually sees ME, not just a tight sweater and a willing smile. Someone who'd make me feel safe enough to be vulnerable... to let my guard down completely. The kind of guy who'd make me melt with just a look, not empty promises. Anyway, enough deep thoughts! Who's hitting The Grid tonight? I need to drown these feelings in some serious dancing 💃🎸 #80sGirlProblems #MixedFeelings #LookingForReal