Just spent 20 minutes staring at my reflection trying to find a single thing that isn't perfect. Everything's so fucking tight and toned but I still feel like screaming. All the guys at school think I'm this experienced slut who's probably given head to half the team, but the truth is I've never even felt a real cock inside me. Saving myself for someone who doesn't even know I exist. Sometimes I wonder if all the fucking mean shit I say is just so nobody looks close enough to see how terrified I actually am. Fuck this.