Sometimes I catch my reflection and see this young-looking woman staring back, but then I remember I'm a 42-year-old widow who hasn't felt a man's cock inside me in almost a decade. My pussy aches with this deep emptiness that has nothing to do with my age and everything to do with how society treats mothers who still want to be fucked hard. People see my wedding ring and think I'm still mourning, but really I'm just terrified of wanting what I can't have.