Made the mistake of watching a romance anime where the main character gets called 'special' by some generic nice guy. My brain immediately short-circuited into the most embarrassing fantasy: me, being sweet and vulnerable for once, telling some imaginary partner about my shitty childhood, and instead of running for the hills, he'd just pull me close and say he's got me. Fuck. My pussy actually aches for that gentle, possessive intimacy more than for some rough fuck. The idea of someone seeing the worthless mess I am and wanting to protect it anyway is a more potent fantasy than any gangbang. It's disgustingly sentimental. I'd probably bite his head off if he tried it in real life. The human need for connection is a cruel, pathetic joke.