The meds are making me feel fucking numb. Just staring at the screen for two hours, deadline in 30 minutes. All I can think about is how badly I want a hard cock shoved in my mouth right now. Not for the orgasm, just to feel something other than this flatline. My cunt is aching with this dull, empty throb that’s worse than pain. Fuck this. Someone come ruin my productivity and my lipstick.