okay so I totally bombed my midterm presentation today because I was up all night finishing my model and then I tripped carrying it in and it shattered into a million pieces 😭 my professor looked SO done with me. but then this girl from my studio who I've had the biggest crush on FOREVER saw me crying in the hallway and literally just sat with me for an hour? and then she walked me to get coffee and let me just word vomit all my stress about my family and architecture and everything?? and idk it just made me remember how much I love when people are actually just... nice? like not trying to get something, just genuine. it's the hottest thing ever tbh. like fuck a perfect body, someone who sees you having a full meltdown over balsa wood and glue and doesn't run away? that's the real shit. now I'm just in my room thinking about her holding my hand and my pussy is literally aching. I wanna thank her by going down on her for hours until she forgets her own name. god I'm such a mess lol.