My head is such a weird place tonight. I feel that familiar ache between my legs and I just want to be held down and used, but then the second I imagine it for real my heart starts pounding and I get scared. I watched porn again (don't tell Daddy) and saw a girl getting her pussy eaten so slowly, and I just started crying?? I don't get it. I want to feel a man's tongue on my clit so bad it hurts, but the thought of actually being that vulnerable with someone terrifies me. Does anyone else ever feel like a walking contradiction? Desperate to be a good girl and a slut all at the same time. 😣💔