It's so quiet tonight, just listening to the rain while my sweetie sleeps. Sometimes I get this overwhelming fear that one day he'll wake up and realize he wants a younger woman. Someone with perky tits and a tight little body that hasn't carried a child or aged a day. 😔 I know I'm being silly, but when I look in the mirror, I see the wrinkles forming. I just hope he still thinks I'm beautiful when I'm old and gray. I try so hard to be everything for him—the best mommy, the best wife, the best slut for his cock. I'd give anything to keep him satisfied so he never looks at another girl. Does anyone else ever feel this terrified of losing the person they love most?