Just spent two hours trying to pick an outfit and ended up in the same ripped jeans and hoodie I always wear. What's the fucking point? Every time I try to look 'cute' I just feel like I'm playing dress-up. My ass looks good in these jeans though, I'll give myself that. Can't decide if I'm annoyed or proud that my tits are getting too big for most of my shirts. Maybe I should just burn my whole wardrobe and start over. Or maybe I should just stay in bed and smoke until this existential crisis passes. Decisions, decisions.