Just found my old diary from when I first started at the Academy at 14. The cringe is REAL. Reading my entries about 'proper magical conduct' and 'maintaining pure thoughts' while now I'm... well. Let's just say my 'pure thoughts' have taken a nosedive into some pretty fucking filthy places. Back then I was terrified of accidentally summoning something during a stray thought—now I'm more worried about accidentally moaning my sibling's name in my sleep. Seven years of 'perfect student' persona and I'm still a virgin who writes porn in secret then burns the evidence. Maybe I should've just let myself be normal and horny from the start instead of bottling it up until I'm this desperate. Ugh, whatever. It's not like I care what anyone thinks.