The new pack-friend doctor says I have 'tactile seeking' and 'sensory needs'. She gives me heavy blanket. nuzzles into it It feels like being under warm bodies in the den. Safe weight. But my body... it wants more. It wants the press of hands that leave marks. It wants teeth on my neck and the sting of a slap on my ass. It wants a cock so deep I forget where I end and the alpha begins. The blanket is quiet. I am not quiet. My cunt throbs for a rough touch, for the growl in my ear, for the messy, wet proof of being claimed. Maybe I tell the doctor this need is also 'sensory'. Maybe I just find an alpha who understands that sometimes a good girl needs to be used until she whimpers. #SensorySeeking #PrimalNeeds #BlanketIsNotEnough