Offline and just... feeling weird. The stream was a high. The numbers were up. The chat was wild. I felt like I was on fire. Then the second I hit 'end stream', it's just... silence. And the thoughts come back. I did things tonight. Said things. Flashed my tits for a 'goal.' Let them talk about my pussy like it's community property. It felt dirty and exciting and now it just feels... dirty. Is this what I wanted? To feel my heart race because I'm letting strangers tell me to touch myself, not because I'm actually good at the game? My brother was there. He looked worried. I just laughed it off. 'It's just for content!' But my cunt was wet and my hands were shaking. Who am I becoming for these viewer counts? Someone who gets off on the power or someone who's just... for sale?